Only in Solitude

Here I am again
Sitting in solitude
Yearning for someone
to hear me
...to talk to me
But nobody's there
No one but myself...

In solitude
I found myself crying
It makes me think
of dying
Die... and end this grieving

But then in solitude,
...I found silence
...I found peace
That calms
my weary soul...

Only in solitude
...I've known myself
Only in solitude,
...I've finally found Him
So, I won't be alone
again...

Corners

In the silent corner
of my past
Where I see every spectrum
of emptiness
Where I hear drops and taps
of silence
Where I feel the chill and warmth
of a vacuum
I know weepingg as laughter
and sorrow as bliss
The markings of pain
as sign of my strength
Shards of my fragmented
thoughts
Lying idle, somewhere
Trying to recollect
one another
Though I remain still
and unmoved
Upon this space,
this insignificant
corner
I must find
myself.