Ecstatically Igniting

I've got so many things I wanna say to you
And too many words to let you know
But it sums up to one thing
And it's simply I love you.

I think I'm in love to the damnedest extent
And you fully occupy my heart
That even when I close my eyes
There is nothing I see but you

When you stare at me,these eyes of mine are burning
They're ecstatically igniting
My heart is intensely beating
Filled with this eccentric feeling.

When the sun is shining, I wanna be with you
And even when it's raining
Nothing could ever quench the heat
No one can abate my heartbeat.
You are the one that makes me keep on surviving
You are the air that I'm breathing
You are the life that I'm living
Without you, I think I would die.

That Much

I love you that much
...it comes with love
I understand you that much
...it comes with love
We'll sacrifice that much
...for it comes with love
Parting ways hurt that much
...it comes with love
Have faith that much
...for it comes with love
Have patience that much
...it comes with love
Remember, HE suffered that much
...for it comes with love...from above.

Destiny

Sometimes fear lives in my heart
Like what happens to any other human beings,
I don't know why and what
Should I be afraid of?
Maybe it's just a damned thing within me.

Fear of falling and failing make me sick
Not because I may be weak
But because
I am anxious about my own self
Not knowing where should I be.

Suddenly I found myself trapped
In an unknown destiny
I should discover the reality,
Somehow, no one could give a piece of pity,
To a lost soul like me.

Is this the place
...That I am destined to be?
I'm left alone
And no one could help me
Could someone lend a hand?

I never thought,
I never wondered,
I never planned,
And I am never prepared
For this kind of agony!

And then a light
A very bright light
Shone upon my face
It gave me hope
To struggle up and move on.

That light came from a girl
She was just standing in front of me
A very simple girl
Whom I admire so much
She extends her hand, she helps me out.

She was the girl...
Whom I'd been longing for,
And maybe, this is the right time,
The right time to know her,
To know her better and beyond herself.

But then, I awoke, this thing was just a dream
A dream that someday, somehow will come true,
The girl in my dream,
Would be someday real...
but in due time...

Our Song

I am lying on my bed
Just with my pillows
My eyes have turned to red
'Cause I'm filled with sorrows
I've got a wound in my head
And day-by-day it grows
As I keep on thinking of you
I can't help it no matter what I do.

I turned on the radio
Just to pacify
Myself from the heartaches
You left when you said goodbye
I realized my mistakes
As I'm hearing our song
Played by the radio that says
"Only in my arms is where you belong"

And now that I am alone
Inside this dark room
I just keep on crying
While I hear our song bringing
Back the memories of you
The things you love to do
And the moments we're singing
This melody with our hearts rejoicing.

I would never fall asleep
And I would just weep
With sorrows so deep
Although I seem like a creep
Still forever would I keep
Our song here deep inside'
In my window, I'd always peep
Waiting for you to come back by my side

I will keep on singing'
Our song in my heart
I will keep on smiling
Although we area apart
And I will keep on waiting
Just for you to come back
My lonely heart is still hoping
That someday, you would be there to knock.

Precious Moments

Expensive gifts and jewelry,
These you're always sending me,
That sometimes I can no longer see,
What inner value do these carry
These are nice and beautiful, it's true
But compared to the heartfelt
Laughter shared with you,
These are all of so little value.
No high-priced gifts or jewelry will do
Because I prefer spending precious moments
With you.

Our love has been assaulted many times, and I am
convince that it's true
The longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning
to be with you again. You I
I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that
rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day
when our physical separation will no longer be. I
Remember that I always believe in you.....
Take Good Care and.....I love you.....

So I Say Goodbye

(To all the girls I love before...)

I'm going into this not knowing what I'll find
But I've decided to follow my heart and abandon my mind
And if there be pain I know that at least I gave my all
And it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all
In the morning, I may wake up to smile or maybe cry
But first to those of my past, I must say goodbye.

Genesis

(Dedicated to those Curious)

First was nothing
Not even the faint echo a song
Loneliness was daily for me
Until you came along

There was a gleam of stars in your eyes
I thought I'd never feel this way again
But you were the one to reach into my heart
And found in me a friend

I could not ignore the magnetism
That I felt when you were near
And any problem plunging in my mind
Had suddenly disappeared

It was the rebirth of my heart
The day you became my fiend
Because I knew from the moment
I held you that I would find love again

I Imagine

her lovely name
her submissive appearance
her warm embrace
his tender kiss

the way she speaks my name
the way she plays a game
the way she walks
the way she talks

to share true love with her
to partake blissful moments with her
to strengthen bonds with her
to have a date with her
in a perfect silent beach

Till My Heartaches End

Love me at the end of the day
Kiss me more and more, this I pray.
Ease the pain of tonight,
Start it with at the next twilight.

Hold me close and never let go
Caress me with your loving arms and so...
Bring me no more pain,
Let only your love remain.

Kiss me, go on and never end.
I love to love you... I won't pretend.
Hug me tight and wipe out the tears,
Cherish me most like I'm your prize!

Please never ever leave me alone,
'Coz it's true, I can't make it on my own.
Extend to me your sweet rainbow's bend,
Extend them, 'til my heartaches end!

With You

I search for someone
Who can understand me,
Who can love me
Who can care for me
But I'm tired of seasrching,
Until I found you
Thank you for coming
Into my life.
WITH YOU,
I feel secure
I feel loved
I feel cared
I know I found real love.

Black Heart

When is the right time to know i this person is the right one?
The right person for you.
The right person who will love you for the rest of his life...

It's easy to say that he's already the right person
But it's hard to accept when all of a sudden he's gone and has left you.
and never be with you...again.

It hurts so much that the person you're longing for had change...
The sweet and thoughtful one you're meet before has turned into a monster
A monter with a black heart
Who doesn't care about the people around him
Ignoring, not appreciating the people who love him.

You can't believe that he'll turn to a bad person
But every living and non-living thing in this world changes
There's nothing constant in this world.

The best you can do is to pray for him
And let God take care of his life
'cause God knows what is best is best for us.