Dilemma

What shall I do?
When the clouds are dark
And the rain is heavy?

How can I prevent
The lovely flowers from dying
And the river from drying?

Where should I go
When the roads are blocked
And the path is rough?

Where would I rest
When the ground is burning
And the flame is rushing?

Tell me how?
How will I face my woes?
Tell me what to do...
When are busy and
Screaming is impossible?

When the light turns dim and the
blanket is cold?
When air blows my sanity deep
into the ocean
And hungry sharks come close?

What can I do?
With my fears and dilemmas?
When words don't seem to divulge
in a soulful manner?
When dilemma cast me down
into a downfall?
Sigh, as the shallow of water
came running through my eyes.
...And I have no choice but
shatter and cry.

Untitled

Your faith converted me
to faithlessness, for your
beliefs deny my existence
crucifies my ability to
love, refuses to redeem
and save me own my own
terms. I refuse to accept that
I am a sin that I come from a long
line of fornicator,
from ancient biblical
stories of men being
punished by fire and
brimstone for wanting
to know angels - a
euphemism for forbidden longings,
patriarchal holier-than-thou,
black-and white notions of good
and evil, right and wrong,
heaven and hell...
the lie that has become
the truth of our sad
existence. A lie that needs
to be confronted and defeated. In
truth, I will burn in hell or
live in heaven as much as
you do. I am as sinful or
as sinless as you are. I can
be as... passionate,
compassionate, wild
imaginative, creative,
loving, hateful, sad, vile
as you are. I can be
warrior, princess,elder,
prince, king, queen, man,
woman... anything I am, I
want to be and can be. I
can be whoever I want to
be. This I have learned,
accepted, celebrated about
myself. This I have
known long before your
faith almost and continues
to attempt to
destroy... nothing is ever
black and white...I reject
your faith... I accept the
call of life...

Pool of Tears

The world is dark
So unfair
So untrue
How can the cards of life
Be stacked against you?

Too many broken promises
Too many pools if tears
Too many shattered dreams
God in heaven, come near.
God sends us hope and dreams
To conquer all our fears
And let us soar like eagles
Across the pool of tears.

Deaf, Blind, Mute

He can hear
.....but he doesn't spread the news
...he never tells
.....and just keeps what he hears

He could see
.....but he turns and pretends
...he shrugs his shoulders
.....and pretends to be blind

He meekly talks
.....but never expresses how he feels
...he has the idea but prefers to be silent
.....and grinds his own teeth

You are not alone

You are not alone,
When you feel down and isolated.
don't feel rejected
There is still a friend to be trusted,
Whom you can lean on when you feel wretched.

You are not alone,
When you feel lonely and guilty.
Don't feel self-pity,
There's still your loving family,
Who will support you all the way.

You are not alone,
When you are in trouble or feeling mad,
Don't give up or feel sad,
There is still our Almighty God,
To protect and comfort you when times are odd

You are not alone,
You have your inner tenacity,
The power, the will and the body
That will lead you to success and victory,
Amidst the hardest conquests that befall thee.

Just be strong and patient,
Be optimistic and self-confident,
Have hope, have faith,
Today, tomorrow and always,
You are not alone.

an endless farewell unsaid

you believe, thus you are
i think i am
so many things we can do
so many things we can't be
or say, or see. ergo, we're not

Not an Apple

Not an apple, please
But that twinkling, shining star
That pure gold mango shape

Not an apple please
But a dumb statue of promises
And those open arms of sweet caress

Not an apple please
But my post in tsunamis
My bench in longings.

My Lady

I am supposed to be lonely
And never thought of falling so easy
But my heart seems to diagree
By letting the heartbeats fall for somebody.

A young lady with a face so lovely
Twinkling eyes like pearls beneath the sea
Oh I wonder how it feels to be
Falling in love with so deeply.

She's so beautiful to me
And she's so lovely as can be
I love her more than flowers can say
'Coz deep in my heart she's the one for me.

Dreaming of her every night and day
Wishing that she will smile at me
Her smile is the greatest thing for me
'Coz I always want her to be my lady.

I never thought of facing the reality
That she is now someone else's lady
I'd rather keep the heartaches within me
Even if I know this will surely kill me.

Wishing only that heaven will listen to me
Hoping that she will feel my love somebody
My love for her will still remain in me
And she will truly be my one and only.

Scorpion King

A creature of prison
Who has the power to control
The uncontrollable things
That man cannot restrain

A trusted companion and a friend
Who can be your protector
Who offers his life for you
In order to preserve your life

He will be your Avenger
Who destroys who ever touches you
With his body of poison
That no one can contradict

Fierce like a growling tiger
Who has feet of the fire
And strong like a ferocious buffalo
Who has hoofs of the rock

Swift like a fliying eagle
Who has a breath of a wind
And smart like a shark
Who has eyes of the water

He can be your friend
He can be your brother
He can be your master
And he canbe your hero.

Till My Heartaches End

Love me at the end of the day
Kiss me more and more, this I pray.
Ease the pain of tonight,
Start it with at the next twilight.

Hold me close and never let go
Caress me with your loving arms and so...
Bring me no more pain,
Let only your love remain.

Kiss me, go on and never end.
I love to love you... I won't pretend.
Hug me tight and wipe out the tears,
Cherish me most like I'm your prize!

Please never ever leave me alone,
'Coz it's true, I can't make it on my own.
Extend to me your sweet rainbow's bend,
Extend them, 'til my heartaches end!

With You

I search for someone
Who can understand me,
Who can love me
Who can care for me
But I'm tired of seasrching,
Until I found you
Thank you for coming
Into my life.
WITH YOU,
I feel secure
I feel loved
I feel cared
I know I found real love.

Sly Damnation

Hi. I'm Sly and I'm damned.
I'm embittered by such a double cross.
There's this foul play and someone has to pay the price.
I never thought it's sly because sly is sly.

Someone has just made access to the sly world
A playing game was demanded then I'm one
First stokes have been started
Mine is the final touch

I'll be your 13th floor, your calle trese
Your Friday the 13th and I will keep
Haunting you until you learn your lesson
And I'll make sure you learn it well
DON'T MESS WITH A SLY MAN.

Black Heart

When is the right time to know i this person is the right one?
The right person for you.
The right person who will love you for the rest of his life...

It's easy to say that he's already the right person
But it's hard to accept when all of a sudden he's gone and has left you.
and never be with you...again.

It hurts so much that the person you're longing for had change...
The sweet and thoughtful one you're meet before has turned into a monster
A monter with a black heart
Who doesn't care about the people around him
Ignoring, not appreciating the people who love him.

You can't believe that he'll turn to a bad person
But every living and non-living thing in this world changes
There's nothing constant in this world.

The best you can do is to pray for him
And let God take care of his life
'cause God knows what is best is best for us.

I can't

I want to be with you always
But I can't...
I want to be always within your sight
But I can't...
I want to talk to you and share my happiness
But I can't...
And I want you to hear from me the words
I LOVE YOU
But I can't

I've benn thinking do you love me too?
Do you also feel what I feel for you?
Are you thinking of me too when you're alone?

I guess you don't.
I'm not that important to you, am I?
Or even just one of your good friends...

But what can I do?
I'm only a human
And I can't have all that I want...

UNTITLED

Sittin' here all alone
Searching my self outgrown
Realizing what has been wrong
That for me I haven't known

Till I met someone like you
Whom I could count on
And Whom I could trust
For you were there to listen

But then I never thought
Of having you soon
That a feeling has just come
And led me to be damned.

I thought of hating my self
But I did never intend
I just want to comprehend
This crazy feeling that I have

I tried to ignore everything
And I just can't help feelin'
For the pain is insisting
And that my mind is
Reminiscing.

A Communication to All

Neglect the times
You've been subdued
But don't ignore the
Victories you've won...

Exclude all the misfortunes
You've encountered
But don't forget
Your blessings have turned...

But most of all
Disregard all mistakes
That you can transform now
But don't forget the lessons
You've learned...

Think About It

Why won't war in this world stop?
Why are countries busy in politics?
Why are cities so polluted?
Is this a sign of the end of the world?

Whay do couples divorce and desert each other?
Why do fathers and sons hate each other?
Why do brothers and sisters argue?
Is this a sign to the second coming if Christ?

Why do people lure and kill?
Why do best friends betray each other?
Why do people experience crisis?
Is this a sign of the great tribulation?

Why do preachers spread the gospel woldwide?
Why do youth and aged people haste to marry?
Why fo false prophets come and decieve?
Is this the sign of the said rapture?

Think about it!
Know the answer!
Pray and read your bible!
Remember! We are in the end times!

What If?

Early morning, you wake up!
Run to and fro to do things in mind!
Do things without even thanking God!

Go to school out of mind,
Cheat to be able to pass,
Don't even think of the risk!

Sunday comes, dress youself,
Ready to attend the mass,
Just to fulfill your weekly routine!

Lighten your self, my friend,
It seems that you're too busy,
You didn't even have time for your God!

What if, God says to you when you call,
"Sorry, I don't know you
And I don't have time for you"?

Wisdom Foot

And vividly, scenes flash the you who bellied
Her way in the cafeteria on the second floor,
Of that bin to dig up your favotire food.
(Is it? Crackers were the only thing you've
Mealed for three months.)

And the moment you emphathized
With that lad, his mother buried herself,
In the crowd who mobbed
That Russian who's on sale
With unconfirmed "from Russia With Love"
You distinctly won his gusto then.

Why, I remember Cupid Eyeing you
Awhile ago, as you whip the cursing sun,
And bring to life, the hearts of this
Imbeciles, who lined their butts
On the sand, as you strum
That Gibson on to an enchanted chorus.

Honestly, these nuts forgot to move
The place, and my gut is craving
For a stuffing. Why, they too forgot
That time passes by, and guts do.
And heck, they forgot that
I am on the line.

Forsaken Treasure

I went to the library
Finding what the eyes could see
And saw books so many
Arrange systematically

As I read some of the books,
It seemed to me that it looks
Like, within each book is hidden
Voluminous treasure which are forsaken.