My Master Piece

Journey

2008-11-12T05:46:00.000-08:00

In our journey to life we will encounter
The proverbial rise and fall before the goal
Rain and mud may trammel our stroll
And in the dark we grope and crawl

Yesterday lies comfortably behind us
We were like little chirping birds
No heavy burden and still we can't fly
But a new day beckons us to grow

And dream grand vistas of our future
So we gather our strength to face the test
By our own hands, we paint in the colors
With our hearts, we make them breathe

We may grow weary, our spirits may break
Rest we must but not to leave the true path
With God as our guide,our light
We will surely come to our journey's end

No One Waits Forever

2008-11-11T05:42:00.000-08:00

If there's something
You want to tell
Or loving words to say,
Tarry not, lest you forget
Whisper it, today...

Each unspoken word
And letter unsent
Those forgotten greetings,
Is a wealth of love unspent...

Hearts are breaking
A certain love is waiting
So tell them now
Before it's too late...

Only in Solitude

2008-11-10T05:36:00.000-08:00

Here I am again
Sitting in solitude
Yearning for someone
to hear me
...to talk to me
But nobody's there
No one but myself...

In solitude
I found myself crying
It makes me think
of dying
Die... and end this grieving

But then in solitude,
...I found silence
...I found peace
That calms
my weary soul...

Only in solitude
...I've known myself
Only in solitude,
...I've finally found Him
So, I won't be alone
again...

Corners

2008-11-09T05:28:00.000-08:00

In the silent corner
of my past
Where I see every spectrum
of emptiness
Where I hear drops and taps
of silence
Where I feel the chill and warmth
of a vacuum
I know weepingg as laughter
and sorrow as bliss
The markings of pain
as sign of my strength
Shards of my fragmented
thoughts
Lying idle, somewhere
Trying to recollect
one another
Though I remain still
and unmoved
Upon this space,
this insignificant
corner
I must find
myself.

People from the Mountain

2008-11-08T05:11:00.000-08:00

There dwelt in the mountains,
Life still in mud.
Breathing the high altitude air.
An excellent race:
By the veiled gods.

There dwelt in the mountains,
Where white skins conquer.
Forced them out to the wild.
For peace:
A gift from the gods.

And so they left for the wild
Voices whispering in the forest
Play gongs as if to call for the dead
As the old lady mysteriously chants,
Guide us, guide us, our ancestors!

Centuries of living,
There at the wilderness.
The crop of their thick hands
Sweet potatoes and boars
The dancing of sunflowers

The wilderness turned into a town
The town turned into city
Other races dwelt and settled
Laughed at and discriminated
The people from the mountains

Now, where are the gods?!
A story forgotten
They are at the east, and at the west (despair)
The gongs, the chants call no more
The ancestors are voiceless, a curse!

The witch of time
The witch of the lowlands
An infection to the mind
Of youth, of innocence
And the mountains are less traveled
...and so steep
While the witches swallowed the uncivilized.

Only in Solitude

2008-11-07T05:35:00.001-08:00

Ecstatically Igniting

2008-11-04T06:09:00.000-08:00

I've got so many things I wanna say to you
And too many words to let you know
But it sums up to one thing
And it's simply I love you.

I think I'm in love to the damnedest extent
And you fully occupy my heart
That even when I close my eyes
There is nothing I see but you

When you stare at me,these eyes of mine are burning
They're ecstatically igniting
My heart is intensely beating
Filled with this eccentric feeling.

When the sun is shining, I wanna be with you
And even when it's raining
Nothing could ever quench the heat
No one can abate my heartbeat.
You are the one that makes me keep on surviving
You are the air that I'm breathing
You are the life that I'm living
Without you, I think I would die.

Dilemma

2008-11-02T06:06:00.000-08:00

What shall I do?
When the clouds are dark
And the rain is heavy?

How can I prevent
The lovely flowers from dying
And the river from drying?

Where should I go
When the roads are blocked
And the path is rough?

Where would I rest
When the ground is burning
And the flame is rushing?

Tell me how?
How will I face my woes?
Tell me what to do...
When are busy and
Screaming is impossible?

When the light turns dim and the
blanket is cold?
When air blows my sanity deep
into the ocean
And hungry sharks come close?

What can I do?
With my fears and dilemmas?
When words don't seem to divulge
in a soulful manner?
When dilemma cast me down
into a downfall?
Sigh, as the shallow of water
came running through my eyes.
...And I have no choice but
shatter and cry.

Untitled

2008-11-02T03:20:00.000-08:00

Your faith converted me
to faithlessness, for your
beliefs deny my existence
crucifies my ability to
love, refuses to redeem
and save me own my own
terms. I refuse to accept that
I am a sin that I come from a long
line of fornicator,
from ancient biblical
stories of men being
punished by fire and
brimstone for wanting
to know angels - a
euphemism for forbidden longings,
patriarchal holier-than-thou,
black-and white notions of good
and evil, right and wrong,
heaven and hell...
the lie that has become
the truth of our sad
existence. A lie that needs
to be confronted and defeated. In
truth, I will burn in hell or
live in heaven as much as
you do. I am as sinful or
as sinless as you are. I can
be as... passionate,
compassionate, wild
imaginative, creative,
loving, hateful, sad, vile
as you are. I can be
warrior, princess,elder,
prince, king, queen, man,
woman... anything I am, I
want to be and can be. I
can be whoever I want to
be. This I have learned,
accepted, celebrated about
myself. This I have
known long before your
faith almost and continues
to attempt to
destroy... nothing is ever
black and white...I reject
your faith... I accept the
call of life...

Ghost

2008-11-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

Today
I will be
A shadow
That's out of control

Walking in
Through other
People's body
And soul

I will
See each
Bloody eye
Sharply stares

And their
Lips
Whisper deadly
Words in the air!

Tonight
I will
Reign
Forever

And
Conquer the
World you
Discovered!

Pool of Tears

2008-11-01T05:59:00.000-07:00

The world is dark
So unfair
So untrue
How can the cards of life
Be stacked against you?

Too many broken promises
Too many pools if tears
Too many shattered dreams
God in heaven, come near.
God sends us hope and dreams
To conquer all our fears
And let us soar like eagles
Across the pool of tears.

Hereafter (accepting death)

2008-10-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

I plead you to leave me from this place
And hear the sound amazing grace!
Where I can wander and be enlightened instead
And leave these troubles, my beloved bed

In the hereafter is an infinite beauty
A galloping horse is what I am longing to see
The voice of freedom whispering in my ear
And flow with the breeze where a safe haven is near

Release me hastily so you wouldn't feel me go
And soon, I am nothing but memory tomorrow
Don't lock me up inside you closet
But let me out, along with the sunset

Death, I ceaselessly plead you to give
I want the whispers. I want to leave
The galloping of horses, an unknown breeze
And how soul shall dwell in peace

He's There and Always

2008-10-14T06:10:00.000-07:00

Life is like a roller coaster. Sometimes you go up
Sometimes down. Life is never easy nor is it exciting without
Someone to share a seat with that forever ride.
Not asking, I have been with someone who's ALWAYS
There to share the seat with in that roller coaster...
He's there beside me, when the world's against me.
(He was the one who believed I did not eat the
Hotdog intended for my younger sister.)
He's ever ready to lend a hand when I need
Someone to help me.
(He mowed our lawn my mom told me to work on
but which remained undone 3 weeks.)
He always lifts me up when I'm feeling down.
(He reached a book from a tall shelf for me.)
He offers his handkerchief when tears start
Falling down my cheeks.
(He offered me his hanky when I was peeling onions.)

Everywhere Is Home

2008-10-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

Everywhere I walk
Everywhere I roam
I am in my father's house
So everywhere is home

I live among the great big tree
My ceilings painted blue
My carpets are woven
With thick green grass
Covered with a heavy dew

If I want entertainment
I always have a show
Birds are singing
butterflies are dancing

Everywhere I walk
Everywhere I roam
I am in my father's house
So everywhere is home

Have You Ever Wondered About Nature?

2008-10-13T05:58:00.000-07:00

THE FOREST, THE MOUNTAINS, THE VALLEYS AND THE RIVERS
FOREST, WHERE ANIMALS RUN WILD
MOUNTAINS, SO STRONG AND NO ONE CAN MOVE
VALLEYS, WHERE BEAUTY FLOWS AND ENDLESSLY
RIVERS, IT HUSHES UNTIL IT REACHES THE OCEAN

THE CHILDREN PLAY IN THE RAIN
THE THUNDER ROARS AND EVERYBODY FEARS
THE STORMS THAT BRINGS THE LOWLANDS TO HELL
THE PEOPLE WHO WORK UNDER THE SUN

AND WHENEVER THE SUN SMILES
I GO OUT TO THE FIELDS TO SEE THE DAFFODILS
SWINGING UNDER THE TREE, RUNNING AROUND THE FIELD
SLEEPING ON THE GRASS
DRINKING WATER FROM THE FLOWING RIVER

WITH MY FRIENDS, I THINK
THIS IS GOD'S GRANDEUR TO US
AND WE SHOULD TAKE CARE OF IT
WHAT A WONDERFUL NATURE WE HAVE
IT BRINGS PLEASURE TO US.

Her Diamonds

2008-10-13T03:24:00.001-07:00

The lady with a crown has got emeralds
Glittering like a midnight ocean.
Shall she sleep with rings in hand
She thinks I'll steal them,
As she lays down.
She should sleep with pillows
And prayers to God!
For she might die silent in her slumber.
Oh, how poor is she!
The revered might say
Her soul might be stared at, by an imp's eye
Says she gives her emeralds to the poor?
Never! She says,
But she slumbers in beauty
With her silent diamonds.

My Green, Green Grass

2008-10-13T03:18:00.000-07:00

I saw my fields green, a minute ago
Now a pale goat on grasses that grow
It's but a minute that passed
Maybe tomorrow I'll cut the grass

The pale goat ran before tomorrow
Like a phoenix, escaped from snow
The goat is gone, says the crow
Should I grip the bird's claw?

And find the pale goat who've visited my grass
That forces me the grass to cut
With heedless determination- but
Frail hands, sure won't last

And so I'll stay between these meadows
Or inside my old house and watch by my windows
And never for a pale goat, to let it pass
To eat what is mine, my green, green grass!

Rockstar

2008-10-13T03:12:00.000-07:00

The guitar's a nuisance
The wire's entangled
Every drum goes breaking
No mic can capture the voice
He sat in his couch
Stood up got his old dusty violin
And disappeared forever...

Awareness

2008-10-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

The little child was dreaming,
In a perfect world he stays
No fighting, no hassles
It's like a mind boggler
He saw the moonlight
In the ever dark gray sky
A lightning flashed
Every vow was broken
Beyond his reality...
He mumbled a silent prayer
For all those in trouble
For all those in need
And through the things that seem unfair
He found himself in peace...

Deaf, Blind, Mute

2008-10-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

He can hear
.....but he doesn't spread the news
...he never tells
.....and just keeps what he hears

He could see
.....but he turns and pretends
...he shrugs his shoulders
.....and pretends to be blind

He meekly talks
.....but never expresses how he feels
...he has the idea but prefers to be silent
.....and grinds his own teeth

You are not alone

2008-10-13T02:52:00.001-07:00

You are not alone,
When you feel down and isolated.
don't feel rejected
There is still a friend to be trusted,
Whom you can lean on when you feel wretched.

You are not alone,
When you feel lonely and guilty.
Don't feel self-pity,
There's still your loving family,
Who will support you all the way.

You are not alone,
When you are in trouble or feeling mad,
Don't give up or feel sad,
There is still our Almighty God,
To protect and comfort you when times are odd

You are not alone,
You have your inner tenacity,
The power, the will and the body
That will lead you to success and victory,
Amidst the hardest conquests that befall thee.

Just be strong and patient,
Be optimistic and self-confident,
Have hope, have faith,
Today, tomorrow and always,
You are not alone.

Mother of the Nation

2008-10-13T02:40:00.000-07:00

Part of me I know its you
You gave your life for me to live
You've sacrifice too much, and I'll thank you
By this piece,from me, I offer only to you.

Why do I keep feeling this deep inside me?
The feeling that you don't even really love me
When you'll catch me on the place I shouldn't be
Given the punishment that you'll regret surely

Sometimes I feel that you are one of my enemies
You never let me go to the place I want to be
You always disagree on the things that I suggest
You keep on saying: "Mother knows best."

I really don't understand why you misunderstood
You always contradicted all my opinions
I have come to the point that I'll fight you back
Again, you'll say, "don't start". Then turn your back

Then there was this one time I didn't listen
I came to you, I was crying
I told you what had happened
And asked you, "Am I forgiven?"

You just sighed and held my hand
Whispered words that you always had
I looked into your eyes and then I realized
Your words are full of love that give life.

Now I know what you really mean
I promise you I will never argue again
Your words, I made them my inspiration
Because you deserve to be called, "Mother of the Nation."

True Love

2008-10-13T02:35:00.000-07:00

God must not know about giving up
He must not have heard of the word enough
Heaven must be filled with nothing but love
How else could He go on loving me without a stop

His ears must be closed to open the complaints I have
His eyes blind to the black spots I made of my life
His anger must be not like mine or does He have
Why does He care for me, I am nothing but a crap

Or is that how He defines this thing we call love
Sometimes beyond my comprehension and grasp
What have I to deserve such compassion from above
It's as simple as manifesting True Love.

Anyway

2008-10-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

If only I knew you'd love me anyway
Then I should not have left so hastily
Doin' foolish things, having my way
Thinking I am a hero, survivor come what may

I climbed steep mountains to make you proud of me
Swam in deep oceans, sailed the roughest sea
Got no idea, these pursuits worried thee
Thou prayed amidst, danger won't befall me

Stupid indeed, lost in nonsense anxiety
How couldn't I have known, how blind I must be
To have lost sight, oh how could I not see
There's just no prize, no nothing I can pay

So tired of trying, confused to take which way
Made a mess of my life searching wearily
Of the way back home, back to thee
To thy lovin' arms knowing you'd love me anyway

Mother Nature

2008-10-12T06:08:00.000-07:00

I was created
To give you everything...
Food, shelter, clothing
And life...

Without ME,
All will not enjoy life,
No one would exist
All would DIE...

I could sacrifice my life
So that people could live
so that people will exist
So that people will not DIE

All I need is protection
Care for me; protect me
Because when I die,
Everything shall perish

I can be your best friend
But I could be your worst enemy,
I bring hope and light
But my wrath is unforgiving

I can lead you to destruction
I can destroy your soul
I can bring total darkness
I can bring DEATH

Now, listen to this dictum
"Humanity, should reform and be contented...
Before it's too late...
Because one passes life but once..."

Like A Love

2008-10-12T06:03:00.000-07:00

Like a love is a timid music
Its melodies could bring out a sigh,
Its cruel sound;
Could break a heart so fragile...

Like a love is a new song;
A premature lullaby,
To every young heart,
Of the sweet sixteens...

Like a love is an archer's game;
When cupid begins to play,
It tickles the heart;
With his bow may give the touch...

Like a love is an afternoon sail;
It begins its way,
It continues its voyage,
With the glittered midnight's gleam.
It reaches its destiny;
With the sunrise, beacon of a daylight's glare...

That Much

2008-10-12T05:58:00.000-07:00

I love you that much
...it comes with love
I understand you that much
...it comes with love
We'll sacrifice that much
...for it comes with love
Parting ways hurt that much
...it comes with love
Have faith that much
...for it comes with love
Have patience that much
...it comes with love
Remember, HE suffered that much
...for it comes with love...from above.

an endless farewell unsaid

2008-10-10T06:45:00.000-07:00

you believe, thus you are
i think i am
so many things we can do
so many things we can't be
or say, or see. ergo, we're not

Destiny

2008-10-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

Sometimes fear lives in my heart
Like what happens to any other human beings,
I don't know why and what
Should I be afraid of?
Maybe it's just a damned thing within me.

Fear of falling and failing make me sick
Not because I may be weak
But because
I am anxious about my own self
Not knowing where should I be.

Suddenly I found myself trapped
In an unknown destiny
I should discover the reality,
Somehow, no one could give a piece of pity,
To a lost soul like me.

Is this the place
...That I am destined to be?
I'm left alone
And no one could help me
Could someone lend a hand?

I never thought,
I never wondered,
I never planned,
And I am never prepared
For this kind of agony!

And then a light
A very bright light
Shone upon my face
It gave me hope
To struggle up and move on.

That light came from a girl
She was just standing in front of me
A very simple girl
Whom I admire so much
She extends her hand, she helps me out.

She was the girl...
Whom I'd been longing for,
And maybe, this is the right time,
The right time to know her,
To know her better and beyond herself.

But then, I awoke, this thing was just a dream
A dream that someday, somehow will come true,
The girl in my dream,
Would be someday real...
but in due time...

Our Song

2008-10-10T06:17:00.000-07:00

I am lying on my bed
Just with my pillows
My eyes have turned to red
'Cause I'm filled with sorrows
I've got a wound in my head
And day-by-day it grows
As I keep on thinking of you
I can't help it no matter what I do.

I turned on the radio
Just to pacify
Myself from the heartaches
You left when you said goodbye
I realized my mistakes
As I'm hearing our song
Played by the radio that says
"Only in my arms is where you belong"

And now that I am alone
Inside this dark room
I just keep on crying
While I hear our song bringing
Back the memories of you
The things you love to do
And the moments we're singing
This melody with our hearts rejoicing.

I would never fall asleep
And I would just weep
With sorrows so deep
Although I seem like a creep
Still forever would I keep
Our song here deep inside'
In my window, I'd always peep
Waiting for you to come back by my side

I will keep on singing'
Our song in my heart
I will keep on smiling
Although we area apart
And I will keep on waiting
Just for you to come back
My lonely heart is still hoping
That someday, you would be there to knock.

Precious Moments

2008-10-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

Expensive gifts and jewelry,
These you're always sending me,
That sometimes I can no longer see,
What inner value do these carry
These are nice and beautiful, it's true
But compared to the heartfelt
Laughter shared with you,
These are all of so little value.
No high-priced gifts or jewelry will do
Because I prefer spending precious moments
With you.

Our love has been assaulted many times, and I am
convince that it's true
The longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning
to be with you again. You I
I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that
rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day
when our physical separation will no longer be. I
Remember that I always believe in you.....
Take Good Care and.....I love you.....

So I Say Goodbye

2008-10-10T05:58:00.000-07:00

(To all the girls I love before...)

I'm going into this not knowing what I'll find
But I've decided to follow my heart and abandon my mind
And if there be pain I know that at least I gave my all
And it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all
In the morning, I may wake up to smile or maybe cry
But first to those of my past, I must say goodbye.

Genesis

2008-10-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

(Dedicated to those Curious)

First was nothing
Not even the faint echo a song
Loneliness was daily for me
Until you came along

There was a gleam of stars in your eyes
I thought I'd never feel this way again
But you were the one to reach into my heart
And found in me a friend

I could not ignore the magnetism
That I felt when you were near
And any problem plunging in my mind
Had suddenly disappeared

It was the rebirth of my heart
The day you became my fiend
Because I knew from the moment
I held you that I would find love again

The Heart's Uncertainty

2008-10-08T03:58:00.000-07:00

The one you love, the one who loves you
You know you have to choose between the two
The decision you have to make is all up to you
Choose the one who will bring out the best in you

Your heart beats for someone
Someone's heart beats for you
But you don't want to hurt any of the two
Because they both mean a lot to you

The one you love, does he love you?
If he does, you don't have to think twice
If he doesn't, you just have to say goodbye
Or else he will only breaks your heart

The one who loves you, will his heart constantly
Beat for you?
If it will, why not learn to love him too?
Because it's not hard to love the one who loves you
especially when his love for you is true.

It's hard to decide, knowing both are one of a kind
you only have one heart and you can only put one in mind
But don't hurry your heart if it is not yet right time
Just wait for the right time, for the right one to come.

Far From Beyond

2008-10-08T03:51:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since the last time we'd talked...
The last word I heard from you was goodbye,
While my tears kept rolling from my eyes
That was six years ago.

Here I am right now, sittin' on the stairs,
Still askin' myself what went wrong with us
In spite of all the things I've done
To keep our relationship alive.

I can still recall when we're together
As those mem'ries keep coming back into my mind
I can't help but to tell myself, you still love me...
But what can I do?

Those are just mem'ries noe...
Past that I should forget
Where I can find my right girl.
But... when will it happen?
Tomorrow? Next month? Next year?
Uh... I don't know...

I guess It'll be the day I die...
Coz' I know I'll never forget you
As I choose to live on those mem'ries
When we are still together...

My Finest Chum

2008-10-08T03:17:00.000-07:00

From the deepest sea to the tallest mountain
From a dry land to a fountain
Everywhere I seek for you
And I'm happy that I treasure you

Hindrance and challenges had come
Together we meet and able to overcome
A strong tempest, troubled my life
But you said, only a trial to strive

In times of sadness and loneliness
In times of ditress when I'm hopeless
For each day that passes by
You're always here by my side.

It's really tedious to forget you
For all troubles and merry moments we've shared
All the things I gave, I won't regret
Because you are indeed a great friends.

Not an Apple

2008-10-08T03:14:00.000-07:00

Not an apple, please
But that twinkling, shining star
That pure gold mango shape

Not an apple please
But a dumb statue of promises
And those open arms of sweet caress

Not an apple please
But my post in tsunamis
My bench in longings.

My Lady

2008-10-08T02:59:00.003-07:00

I am supposed to be lonely
And never thought of falling so easy
But my heart seems to diagree
By letting the heartbeats fall for somebody.

A young lady with a face so lovely
Twinkling eyes like pearls beneath the sea
Oh I wonder how it feels to be
Falling in love with so deeply.

She's so beautiful to me
And she's so lovely as can be
I love her more than flowers can say
'Coz deep in my heart she's the one for me.

Dreaming of her every night and day
Wishing that she will smile at me
Her smile is the greatest thing for me
'Coz I always want her to be my lady.

I never thought of facing the reality
That she is now someone else's lady
I'd rather keep the heartaches within me
Even if I know this will surely kill me.

Wishing only that heaven will listen to me
Hoping that she will feel my love somebody
My love for her will still remain in me
And she will truly be my one and only.

Outrage

2008-10-05T22:03:00.000-07:00

Enter my sacred place;
Bring out my sacred things
Crack them down
Just kill me with your look

Come! Enter to my secret place
Make scars unto my skin
Crash me to my bones
Have joy in all my pains

Run! Take all my crowns
Go! Sit there on my throne
Just let my tears flow as rivers
Enjoy the power that you miss

Laugh, this time is yours
Be happy, be lifted in the air
Look down to me
And let your saliva fall

Be near, turn me to pieces
Burn me with your blood
Tear me with your teeth

But I'll speak no curse
Only blessings for you
I'll have no weeping
Be satisfied of your revenge

After all, leave me alone
Let me riise on my own
Not to sound in silence
Continue the murmurs of the brooks.

I Imagine

2008-10-05T21:59:00.000-07:00

her lovely name
her submissive appearance
her warm embrace
his tender kiss

the way she speaks my name
the way she plays a game
the way she walks
the way she talks

to share true love with her
to partake blissful moments with her
to strengthen bonds with her
to have a date with her
in a perfect silent beach

Scorpion King

2008-10-02T20:07:00.000-07:00

A creature of prison
Who has the power to control
The uncontrollable things
That man cannot restrain

A trusted companion and a friend
Who can be your protector
Who offers his life for you
In order to preserve your life

He will be your Avenger
Who destroys who ever touches you
With his body of poison
That no one can contradict

Fierce like a growling tiger
Who has feet of the fire
And strong like a ferocious buffalo
Who has hoofs of the rock

Swift like a fliying eagle
Who has a breath of a wind
And smart like a shark
Who has eyes of the water

He can be your friend
He can be your brother
He can be your master
And he canbe your hero.

Till My Heartaches End

2008-10-02T19:47:00.000-07:00

Love me at the end of the day
Kiss me more and more, this I pray.
Ease the pain of tonight,
Start it with at the next twilight.

Hold me close and never let go
Caress me with your loving arms and so...
Bring me no more pain,
Let only your love remain.

Kiss me, go on and never end.
I love to love you... I won't pretend.
Hug me tight and wipe out the tears,
Cherish me most like I'm your prize!

Please never ever leave me alone,
'Coz it's true, I can't make it on my own.
Extend to me your sweet rainbow's bend,
Extend them, 'til my heartaches end!

With You

2008-10-02T18:20:00.000-07:00

I search for someone
Who can understand me,
Who can love me
Who can care for me
But I'm tired of seasrching,
Until I found you
Thank you for coming
Into my life.
WITH YOU,
I feel secure
I feel loved
I feel cared
I know I found real love.

Sly Damnation

2008-10-02T18:04:00.000-07:00

Hi. I'm Sly and I'm damned.
I'm embittered by such a double cross.
There's this foul play and someone has to pay the price.
I never thought it's sly because sly is sly.

Someone has just made access to the sly world
A playing game was demanded then I'm one
First stokes have been started
Mine is the final touch

I'll be your 13th floor, your calle trese
Your Friday the 13th and I will keep
Haunting you until you learn your lesson
And I'll make sure you learn it well
DON'T MESS WITH A SLY MAN.

Black Heart

2008-10-02T17:49:00.000-07:00

When is the right time to know i this person is the right one?
The right person for you.
The right person who will love you for the rest of his life...

It's easy to say that he's already the right person
But it's hard to accept when all of a sudden he's gone and has left you.
and never be with you...again.

It hurts so much that the person you're longing for had change...
The sweet and thoughtful one you're meet before has turned into a monster
A monter with a black heart
Who doesn't care about the people around him
Ignoring, not appreciating the people who love him.

You can't believe that he'll turn to a bad person
But every living and non-living thing in this world changes
There's nothing constant in this world.

The best you can do is to pray for him
And let God take care of his life
'cause God knows what is best is best for us.

I can't

2008-10-02T17:21:00.000-07:00

I want to be with you always
But I can't...
I want to be always within your sight
But I can't...
I want to talk to you and share my happiness
But I can't...
And I want you to hear from me the words
I LOVE YOU
But I can't

I've benn thinking do you love me too?
Do you also feel what I feel for you?
Are you thinking of me too when you're alone?

I guess you don't.
I'm not that important to you, am I?
Or even just one of your good friends...

But what can I do?
I'm only a human
And I can't have all that I want...

UNTITLED

2008-09-29T19:32:00.000-07:00

Sittin' here all alone
Searching my self outgrown
Realizing what has been wrong
That for me I haven't known

Till I met someone like you
Whom I could count on
And Whom I could trust
For you were there to listen

But then I never thought
Of having you soon
That a feeling has just come
And led me to be damned.

I thought of hating my self
But I did never intend
I just want to comprehend
This crazy feeling that I have

I tried to ignore everything
And I just can't help feelin'
For the pain is insisting
And that my mind is
Reminiscing.

A Communication to All

2008-09-29T18:43:00.000-07:00

Neglect the times
You've been subdued
But don't ignore the
Victories you've won...

Exclude all the misfortunes
You've encountered
But don't forget
Your blessings have turned...

But most of all
Disregard all mistakes
That you can transform now
But don't forget the lessons
You've learned...

Think About It

2008-09-29T18:14:00.000-07:00

Why won't war in this world stop?
Why are countries busy in politics?
Why are cities so polluted?
Is this a sign of the end of the world?

Whay do couples divorce and desert each other?
Why do fathers and sons hate each other?
Why do brothers and sisters argue?
Is this a sign to the second coming if Christ?

Why do people lure and kill?
Why do best friends betray each other?
Why do people experience crisis?
Is this a sign of the great tribulation?

Why do preachers spread the gospel woldwide?
Why do youth and aged people haste to marry?
Why fo false prophets come and decieve?
Is this the sign of the said rapture?

Think about it!
Know the answer!
Pray and read your bible!
Remember! We are in the end times!

What If?

2008-09-29T18:05:00.000-07:00

Early morning, you wake up!
Run to and fro to do things in mind!
Do things without even thanking God!

Go to school out of mind,
Cheat to be able to pass,
Don't even think of the risk!

Sunday comes, dress youself,
Ready to attend the mass,
Just to fulfill your weekly routine!

Lighten your self, my friend,
It seems that you're too busy,
You didn't even have time for your God!

What if, God says to you when you call,
"Sorry, I don't know you
And I don't have time for you"?

Wisdom Foot

2008-09-29T17:26:00.000-07:00

And vividly, scenes flash the you who bellied
Her way in the cafeteria on the second floor,
Of that bin to dig up your favotire food.
(Is it? Crackers were the only thing you've
Mealed for three months.)

And the moment you emphathized
With that lad, his mother buried herself,
In the crowd who mobbed
That Russian who's on sale
With unconfirmed "from Russia With Love"
You distinctly won his gusto then.

Why, I remember Cupid Eyeing you
Awhile ago, as you whip the cursing sun,
And bring to life, the hearts of this
Imbeciles, who lined their butts
On the sand, as you strum
That Gibson on to an enchanted chorus.

Honestly, these nuts forgot to move
The place, and my gut is craving
For a stuffing. Why, they too forgot
That time passes by, and guts do.
And heck, they forgot that
I am on the line.

Forsaken Treasure

2008-09-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

I went to the library
Finding what the eyes could see
And saw books so many
Arrange systematically

As I read some of the books,
It seemed to me that it looks
Like, within each book is hidden
Voluminous treasure which are forsaken.

Just Two II

2008-09-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

There are just two ends of human living,
Just like the body; the head, and the foot on the floor,
And study the puzzle, the answer say,"it is two",
It is that one inside the pit, and the one beyond that floor.

There are just two trees on the ocean bed,
Just two, though they've always stood apart,
Both are friends with the life in there,
Yet pleasure cheats the others own heart.

The devil might laugh right now, hah,
Still the verdict is clear, all things end with two,
Two mirrored walls, two things untrue,
Two beliefs, one worshiped and loved by two.

Coda, Since '5

2008-09-29T06:51:00.000-07:00

He said he didn't have much dough, to hold on to life
But thought, to wed, would be a sweet lullaby.
So, he laced this parched chalice, with these three roses,
And sought for his associate, that was since '5.

His first hour: He said: " I dealt with those two harlots;
They entered hell and I did rather be own my way.
Now, I met four young buffs, they did filter the smoke,
Yet, bluntly as a kid's dream; it roused me I must say".

I mused, Ah, so your rib is not with those cuties,
And you went on, since it's been hours since '5; I mean,
Now you came here,clutching this cup with a hazy mind.
You widened your space huh, but why in this bin?

That third hour came a low one; He met no key holder,
"It seems disgust, did better," he warily confessed.
"Look, freckles outmoded my styles in buttering,
It's winning my face; it's giving me distress".

The fourth hour: He almost lobbed these roses,
They're dying; his last grip kept them from the crag.
Gaze at their eyes now; they got every cruel stare,
So sorry, he can't ease their hearts with that murky ballad.

And he won't point out, why the second bottle's annoyed.
"I'd shut my mouth,'bout the fifth, he said.
"I'd feel a lot better if you would give me a hand,
and, hah, yes, give me one more big lift". I stretched.

"To what I am in, it is a maze,
the brush find worry, in panting my heart.
Now I am here, in this pit with Mr. Wine,
Plus this stare that never did depart.

Olympus' wrath are all over me,
Venus in chains; it cripples my mind,
Shakespeare, does, all but madly fantasize
'Bout Juliet's plea. Let Oedipus be blind!

Huh, the boy is too cool; he's taking his time,
Half an hour toying with that coin in his hand.
The ditty must be some place, off the jukebox's lefty face,
Can't he just twang that thing over there? I don't understand
...

Ah...let him be... I'd better set free these beauties.
By the way, thanks for watering them, I'll hit the road now.
I might be back afterward ol'pally," he said with a grin,
"Oh, please don't bother," I begged,"it is nearly dawn."

I wish You Were My Guitar

2008-09-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

I am alone in my room
And I'm feeling sexy
I'm lying on my bed
And I feel so much lonely.

Nobody is here
There's no one here but me
There's no reason to smile
I am missing you so badly.
Nothing can make me happy
And I feel so very empty
There is nobody I want to be by my side but you.
All I have is a guitar
Lying here with me inside this dark room
And I'm growing crazy.

I wish you were my guitar
I could play all night long.
And I could pluck your strings
When I wanna sing a song.
I will spread my wings
And make myself feel strong
While you are faraway
I'll try to think that there's nothing wrong.
Deep inside me, I believe
That only to me you belong.
The promises we've made will stay forever right inside our
hearts
Thru the distance and the spaces
Nothing and nobody could ever change
This love we are feeling.

Prophecy

2008-09-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

Are we try to travel alone?
In places dirty,
Created by man,
...but on whose permission?
Who sent us walking?

They say
We are to know (we do)
Of things evil and good
Of happiness and sadness
Of lies and truth

With time's running moments
With people chasing silence
With society's rude scenes
Of rats, and laughing,
And an old man
Shouting
The end is near!

My Friends

2008-09-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

My friends are little lamps to me,
Their radiance warms and cheers my ways,
And even when it is dark and dreary
Friends help to brighten up my days.

I try to keep them bright by faith...
And never let them dim with doubt...
For every time I lose a friend
A little lamp goes out...

Moments of Life

2008-09-28T03:42:00.000-07:00

I am here
Standing
Lost
Alone.

I am here
Deciding to walk
Which foot to step first
Right left right...
Where am I going?

I am here
Staring looking
Around
Confused
Ahead-
Do I have a goal in life?

I am here
Breathing
In, out, in...
Is life dead? Death, alive?

I am here
Head moving
Right side, left side
Temptation
Down
Depressed
Up
Will GOD be there to help me?

I am here
Standing
Asking questions
Then,
Understanding...

The night has passed
The dark fades
Silence has gone.